Depressed? I am a little trrrrrrrrbl?

My boyfriend sent out nude pics of me in school, and i felt really embared at first. I have 36ff's, and i wasnt really comfortable with people knowing about them. The otherday, my bf's best friend said i had two hot air balloons filled with ***. I mean i only jugged him twice, but i am still embared. I tried slitting my wrists, but i ended up cutting right through my left artery. I really feel like not living. Thanks